Ever had one of those days... not a bad day... just a day that you weren't exactly sure what God is up to? One of those days that you feel a little unsure of what to do next? One of those days that you see someone with a baby (or even a commercial) and you wish that was you? One of those days that you wonder, what if? And, Why didn't I? One of those days you were a little discontent, but yet you love your life and job, and wonder why you are discontent because you have a great life? One of those days you want to cry, but you stuff it all inside and hope it stays there until you get home, but when you get home you really don't want to cry anymore?
Well... that was my day today. Apart from what is going on in the world... this is what has been inside my mind for most of the day! I am not going to write a bunch of Scripture here... even though I have been reading it tonight... I am just saying that sometimes you have those days.
As for what is going on in the world. I am praying for our new Commander and Chief, and praying that the administration is up to the task ahead.
And at the end of this day, which will end soon for me because 4:45 comes way to early when you stay up until mid-night, I still have a desire to be a mom, a desire to be a wife, a desire to know what God is up to.... but most of all I want to honor Christ with my actions and reaction and rely on Him, even though it is hard sometimes to give up the control!
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